Thursday, August 17, 2006
090806
writer's block is bullshit. you just have to start writing. quoted from my prof lilian. so here i am trying to start a post before i start a long blog break again.
everyones national day was about singapore, and everyone knows i'm patriotic to this little dot no matter how much i complain about it, but i'm not here to talk about that. i've yet to update most people about, i've been on a mini roller coaster ride. on the coaster we always expect those turns, ups and downs, but when it comes there would still be that shock that second of unexpected force. i love coaster rides. but i'm really not sure whether i'm in favor of this one that my heart took.
0115hr 090806,
i did what i couldnt believe i would do. i syncronised my life with that "angel". i understood that one's character can overflow from within. i, for the first time, felt like i could trust. felt what it was like to be protected, cherished in this special way.
then i lost another who cherished and i cherished in hours time. first the shock then the realisation then the grief. but i know she belongs with the lord now. one's physical is just a shell, its the spirit that matters. and she has always and will always live as she stays in my heart. and if i could tell her one thing now,"ah ma we'll all be smiling and fine."
dont congrats me or tell me you are sorry about it, would rather you come with a plain sincere smile. or lets just get the energy up and live life to the fullest (even in the stomach sense.. lol)!
It takes two hands to clap,
we won’t walk alone…
Let’s walk on 2gether…
一直到永久...
did you buy 4D? 0115? haha..
thanks for being there. everyone. ¶ 2:28 AM
everyones national day was about singapore, and everyone knows i'm patriotic to this little dot no matter how much i complain about it, but i'm not here to talk about that. i've yet to update most people about, i've been on a mini roller coaster ride. on the coaster we always expect those turns, ups and downs, but when it comes there would still be that shock that second of unexpected force. i love coaster rides. but i'm really not sure whether i'm in favor of this one that my heart took.
0115hr 090806,
i did what i couldnt believe i would do. i syncronised my life with that "angel". i understood that one's character can overflow from within. i, for the first time, felt like i could trust. felt what it was like to be protected, cherished in this special way.
then i lost another who cherished and i cherished in hours time. first the shock then the realisation then the grief. but i know she belongs with the lord now. one's physical is just a shell, its the spirit that matters. and she has always and will always live as she stays in my heart. and if i could tell her one thing now,"ah ma we'll all be smiling and fine."
dont congrats me or tell me you are sorry about it, would rather you come with a plain sincere smile. or lets just get the energy up and live life to the fullest (even in the stomach sense.. lol)!
It takes two hands to clap,
we won’t walk alone…
Let’s walk on 2gether…
一直到永久...
did you buy 4D? 0115? haha..
thanks for being there. everyone. ¶ 2:28 AM
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haha... finally you updated your blog le... wat a roller coaster ride... a ride that full of ups annd down within a short period of time... (roller coaster ride is always fast) but once it stops... we never stop... is just the beginning of everything... the roller coaster ride broght us together... and the rest is up to us to handle... and from that day onwards... my National Day will not be the same ever again... Lastly... i never buy 0115... anyway it din come out also, so no issue... haha... luv yah :)!
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